We had the idea to put an album out for Summer 2020. It would give us something to promote live and following on from Two Ghosts and Headlights it seemed obvious to consolidate our material, but the pandemic put things in a different perspective. From a song writing point of view, all the songs in 'Happy to Be Here.' were more or less finished and written about past experiences and it didn't seem right to release a cynical and sarcastic album during cynical times, so the album was shelved in favour of releasing Pretty Little Things (which was planned for a separate release anyway) while we researched home recording. It looked like the pandemic was coming to an end in early 2021, so we set in motion the final mixing and mastering for 'Happy to Be Here.'.
The songs on 'Happy to Be Here.' stretch a period of around 11 years, with 'Two Ghosts' and 'All My Time' having been demoed with acoustic guitar in 2010 or so, recorded on a Boss MicroBR (which I later lost to battery rot). 'All My Time' was a very late addition to the album, with strings being added just a few weeks before the album was mastered. It felt important to end on a happy note, the story of 'Happy to Be Here.' works out for everyone involved and 'All My Time' felt like the perfect ending for it.
Mixing and mastering the album felt like a huge undertaking, not helped by the 3 of us not being in the same room for it. Files were sent back and forth for weeks, small tweaks here and there to get it sounding the best it could.
There's several narrative threads on 'Happy to Be Here', told through leitmotifs, vocal styles and perspectives. It tells the story of the destruction of a relationship. The honeymoon period ('Two Ghosts'), complacency ('Happy to Be Here'), anger and depression ('3am'), regret ('Untitled #1', 'Daydreaming', 'Sad to Be Gone'), bargaining ('Rabbit in Your Headlights'), misplaced blame ('Cold as Snow') self destruction ('Claymore', 'White Lady'), and subsequent reconciliation ('All My Time').
The album's main theme (heard on 'Two Ghosts', 'Happy to Be Here' and 'Rabbit in Your Headlights', and inverted elsewhere on the album) is a 4 bar riff that builds from the root note to the octave continuously through repetition, which reminds the protagonist that no matter how much they try to move forward by following the path laid out for them, they always end up back where they start. It's only with self destruction and the mental fortitude to rebuild ('Cold as Snow', 'Claymore' and 'All My Time') that the negative thought spiral is broken and we move in another direction.
Production for 'Happy to Be Here.' involves a lot of guitar/drum sampling, vocal manipulation, guest musicians, and production tricks. We all learned a lot from putting the album together, skills that would be important in our future.